[Tuesday May 24th, 2005 12:47pm] i wish i could make a bonfire with YOUR face. i bet itd burn SWEET. !!!

do you care if i...... [Friday May 20th, 2005 12:06am] do you remember?.... will you sleep tonight will you think of me.... there is.... tonight, like many others, ill dream of how it could have been. of what is was and all it wasnt. what was there and what was lacking. sometimes, it doesnt even feel like it was real. this journal is bullshit. the internet is bullshit. it leads to mistakes and regret. i dont remember life before it, and now i dont think i could do it again. in such a short period of time, so much changed. i changed. WE changed. things were so complex, but so simple. parts of the past year should not have ever existed. how could it have effected me the way it did? why did i let it? why did YOU let it. summer fucks me up. it reminds me of how every summer there was heartache, and fucking mistakes. its not a good time for me. a million miles away.... a million times erased... a MILLION mistakes. too many things are going through my mind. every night the dream is the same. every morning i wake up with the same feeling in my stomache. no one would ever get it. id never even try to explain it. it cant even be explained. i have the picture in my head so clear. i dont know WHY this is BOTHERING me the way it is. WHY it eats at me. WHY i still feel that same pang in my stomache when i hear a song, or see a picture. i cant shake it. maybe its not ment to be shaken...... im sure this makes no sense to anyone. it wont ever make any sense to you. it still doesnt make sense to me. what am i doing? i wish it never ended. i wish it never started. lets erase summer. !!!

[Tuesday May 3rd, 2005 10:41pm] add my new journal. _730THEORY !!!

ADD [Sunday April 24th, 2005 3:59pm] ADD MY NEW JOURNAL! _730THEORY 1 MACHINE !!!

NEW JOURNAL! [Thursday April 21st, 2005 12:43pm] _730THEORY ADD IT 1 MACHINE !!!

NEW [Thursday April 21st, 2005 12:47am] ADD MY NEW JOURNAL! _730theory 1 MACHINE !!!

HOES UP [Wednesday April 20th, 2005 5:47pm] www.greenzap.com/hoesup SIGN UP! ill get 25 bucks and if you get 5 people to sign up you get 25 bucks. THANKS! 3 MACHINEs !!!

PLEASE HELP SOOZIE! [Tuesday April 19th, 2005 11:52am] soozies not doing hella good. she has this honking cough and thats a tell tale sign of a collapsing trachea, which is often a problem for small dogs. we're taking her to the vet, for xrays. its fucking wierd man, i used to HATE dogs. but soozies so small and cute... i cant help but love her. this is going to cost us hundreds, so is any of you would help us, and donate even a dollar, we appreciate it.please help, i dont want to loose my doggie :( PLEASE HELP ME! 3 MACHINEs !!!

new SN [Thursday March 31st, 2005 6:51pm] you better AIM me... or risk removal. sn= automaton theory !!!

ahh suck it. [Saturday March 12th, 2005 4:57pm] [ mood | annoyed ] i dont know why i have half of you people on my friends list. no one comments, and i really dont know like 70% of you. soooo... friends cut. if i cut you and you want back on, comment. 25 MACHINEs !!!

oops gone [Wednesday February 9th, 2005 11:02pm] [ mood | crappy ] i deleted my wtd, maybe this will be next. whatever. 2 MACHINEs !!!

public service announcement [Wednesday May 5th, 2004 2:42pm] [ mood | bitchy ] friends the fuck only y0. ;; comment to be CONSIDERED. nigga. 21 MACHINEs !!!

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